yukirayu
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rules
001. both my twitter and tumblr occasionally hosts nsfw content (which means there's sex or violence or a combination thereof, or anything else that's not easily to digest in some way), so don't say you weren't warned before browsing further. (also, i'm way more active on my twitter than i am on my tumblr, the latter of which i only visit and/or update once in a while.)002. I usually follow back whoever follows me. if i don't, it's because i either forgot or i suspect a bot behind the account. (or in twitter's case, there's also the reason that the account is private from the get-go, since they usually don't follow back or request to not be followed as said in their bio.)003. i post/retweet/reblog whatever i like, and it usually involves whichever i'm hyperfixated on at the moment and that can be anything. right now, my hyperfixation includes all things nitro+chiral.004. you can approach me on twitter or tumblr. though both sites aren't an ideal place to have long conversations via dm with all the changes that have been made there as of late, so i highly recommend that we talk via discord.005. as for my discord, i'll share my account via private dm to anyone who does wish to chat. if i place my discord account in public, i fear i may attract the wrong kind of attention, hackers and harmful bots included, so i hope you understand.006. when it comes to chatting with me, please take note that sometimes i am quick to respond and other times it takes me a long time, either because twitter/discord failed to notify me of your messages or i was caught up in something or i meant to respond but then forgot because my attention span is just not that great. there is also a good chance that i have no idea how to respond and that can happen often, but be assured that no matter what, it's never because i have a problem with you.007. this rule has come to be from certain matters/exerpeicnces: because i make metas and other such posts, i know that there'll be some who disagree with what i'd share. some may even feel strongly against them. that's your opinion and that's fair; we can always agree to disagree. though i do wish to stress the rule of "don't like, don't read", and the request that you express any negative opinions you may have about my works in a space where no one gets inconvenienced or incited into a heated discourse.
about
name. fen
age. 27
birthday. june 28
pronoun. she/her
orientation. autochorisexual
nationality. filipino
language. english
timezone. gmt+8:00note. all icons (icons, not headers) are made using picrew.
To start, know that I am an introvert and a full-fledged fujoshi with a strong opinion or two.The countless discourse I have seen as of late helped me move past giving too many fucks towards what people on the internet may think of my interests... to a degree, since there are occasions when my negative emotions can instead get the better of me, and really badly, at that. So I still practise caution, because the internet is a dangerous place, one that can potentially give a burnout as bad as work would.If I feel like speaking my mind, sometimes I'm bound to go all out. Other times, I prefer not to take risks; although from both personal experience and what I've observed from outside interactions, I'm aware that either approach can still result in the same outcome of inciting conflict and offending someone, and I can be quite the overthinker, more often than I'd even like.I'm also at that age where I can now verbalize my thoughts (at least as coherently as I can), so I will post in the most unexpected moments of my thoughts about this or that.I can be nice as much as I can be mean, but I'm only the latter if given reason, though I can also be a bit of both in certain bad days. After all, I'm only human, and so my patience and kindness isn't endless, especially towards the things (or people) that give me stress, whether it's regarding a big or a small matter.That aside, I'm just someone who likes to ramble too much about what I like, since I don't know how to hold a conversation otherwise.
links
meta
Towa Reliving a Moment He Doesn’t Remember → Tumblr | Twitter
How Taku and Sakaki are Near-Perfect Foils of One Another → Tumblr | Twitter
Towa’s Seductive Behavior in Fujieda’s Madness Ending → Tumblr | Twitter
A Mini-Analysis of Anna Evans golden folks’ Ending Themes → Tumblr | Twitter
Taku and Madarame: To Heal and To Hurt → Tumblr | Twitter | Bluesky
Maya’s Sole Act of Kindness, or Something Close to It → Tumblr | Twitter
Fujieda’s Words, and What Euphoria Truly is → Tumblr | Twitter
A Fitting Symbolism for a Man Who Cares Too Much → Tumblr | Twitter
Mayu’s Funny Ending— A Clever Foreshadowing for Taku’s Route → Tumblr | Twitter
Even in Insanity, No More Pain: An Analysis of Taku's Madness Ending → Tumblr | Twitter
The Significance of Fujieda’s Presence in the Other Routes → Tumblr | Twitter
Madarame: A Haunting Shadow, a Drifting Ghost → Tumblr | Twitter | Bluesky
Cherry Blossoms: From a Forsaken Name, For a Treasured Person → Tumblr | Twitter
Towa’s Hair Color, and the Change Thereof (in Taku’s Route) → Tumblr | Twitter
A Breakdown of TakuTowa's 2nd H-Scene → Google Docs | Twitter
The Takasato-gumi's Tattoos and Their (Possible) Symbolism → Tumblr | Twitter
The Curiosity that Waned, Which Spared the Cat → Tumblr | Twitter
A Small yet Important Detail from the Game Cover that Tells All → Tumblr | Twitter
(Approximate) Timeline of Year ⟷ Event ⟷ Character Age → Tumblr | Twitter | Bluesky
compare and contrast
(of Nitro+Chiral characters)
Of Mothers, of Marks and Scars, All in Red... - Towa and Koujaku → Tumblr | Twitter
Part I: Wrath - Taku and Razel → Tumblr | Twitter
Part II: Joy - Rei and Froud → Tumblr | Twitter
Part III: Pleasure - Madarame and Verg → Tumblr | Twitter
Part IV: Grief - Fujieda and Kaltz → Tumblr | Twitter
A Villain Who (Never) Loved and Was (Never) Loved: Maya and Leaks → Tumblr | Twitter
rambles
The Yuzuki Siblings, the Inadvertent Heroes in Towa's Tragedy → Twitter
A Brief Idea on How Towa Can Still Learn of His Past in Taku's Route → Tumblr | Twitter
Operation: Jealousy (?) and Towa's Possible Motivation → Twitter
Spring and Summer: The Seasons of the Mature Love Interests → Twitter
The Beginning Words with regards to a Nitro+CHiRAL Villain → Tumblr | Twitter
Why I Can't Get Over TakuTowa's Confession + Consummation → Tumblr | Twitter
A Eulogy (of sorts) to the Victims from Euphoria → Tumblr | Twitter
Breakdown of Translation Missteps
(in Slow Damage's Localization)
Did Towa Really Say “Sounds gay,” in Fujieda’s Euphoria Ending? → Tumblr | Twitter
A Supposed “One-Liner” from a Certain Someone in Fujieda’s Route → Tumblr | Twitter
The Different Wording of Towa’s Lines in a Short Story → Tumblr | Twitter
Towa’s Cheeky Comments in Rei’s 2nd H-Scene → Tumblr | Twitter
One of the Lost Subtleties in an Exchange in Fujieda’s Route → Tumblr | Twitter
A Simple Word Substituted with a Silly-Sounding Goldfish → Tumblr | Twitter
One Completely Shoe-Horned Remark of Misandry → Tumblr | Twitter
Artbook Short Story: Translation Comparison → Tumblr
Madarame’s Route and the Few of Its Many Mistranslations → Tumblr | Twitter
One of the Many Contexts Altered in an H-Scene → Twitter
trivia
Taku’s Original Hair Color → Tumblr ( Part 1, Part 2 ) | Twitter ( Part 1, Part 2 )
An H-Scene that Never Made It to the Final Cut (TakuTowa) → Tumblr | Twitter
Fujieda AfterStory Drama CD: Artwork Mistake → Tumblr | Twitter
Warning Screen Details: Original vs. Localization → Tumblr | Twitter
Smoke Color: Hex Code and Corresponding Name → Twitter | Bluesky
CG Revisions → Twitter
Translations
(of sorts...)
Slow Damage Drama CD: Taku AfterStory → Google Docs ( Tumblr | Twitter | Bluesky )
Slow Damage Drama CD: Taku AfterStory (Individual Tracks) → 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7
Lamento Drama CD: Volume 3 (Bardo) → Complete ( Tumblr | Twitter | Bluesky )
TakuTowa's Intimacy Scenes (Reworded) → First Time | Euphoria | Madness
(Edited MTL) Lyrics for "Denshō no Uta -Verum-" → Tumblr | Twitter
(Edited MTL) Lyrics for "Tataeshi Tatakai no Uta" → Tumblr | Twitter
(Edited MTL) Lyrics for "Lamento" (Japanese version) → Tumblr | Twitter
Renders
Slow Damage: Chibi June 2021 Kuji → Tumblr ( Part 1 | Part 2 )
Slow Damage: Chibi Nendoroid → Tumblr
Slow Damage: Odekake Embroidery Badges → Tumblr
Slow Damage: April Fools 2021 → Tumblr
Slow Damage: GraffArt → Tumblr
Nitro+CHiRAL: Space A la mode Apparel → Tumblr
Sweet Pool: EEO Cafe x GraffArt → Tumblr
Lamento: GraffArt → Tumblr
Nitro+CHiRAL: EEO Cafe → Tumblr ( Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 )
Fics
the corolla of a cosmos → AO3 Link (Pairing: TakuTowa)
Interwoven → AO3 Link (Pairing: TakuTowa)
forget tomorrow, and be with me tonight → AO3 Link (Pairing: TakuTowa)
i vow once more to protect you → AO3 Link (Pairing: TakuTowa)
faithless → AO3 Link (Pairing: TakuTowa)
the small, saccharine things → AO3 Link (Pairing: TakuTowa)
a spoonful of dawn's warmth → AO3 Link (Pairing: MotoAki)
miscellaneous
Slow Damage: TV Tropes → Website
CHiRAL LIVE 2022 × スロウ・ダメージ Concert → Tumblr
Nitro+CHiRAL Characters: Color Rating Chart → Togainu no Chi | Lamento | sweet pool | DRAMAtical Murder | Slow Damage
Nitro+CHiRAL Fan Translation Masterlist → Togainu no Chi | Lamento | sweet pool | DRAMAtical Murder | Slow Damage
Nitro+CHiRAL Tier Lists → Slow Damage Characters | Good Endings | Bad Endings | H-Scenes